Yesterday Girl 2 and I broke up. We had a very good time together up until the last moment of this relatively short relationship. But while everything was great, I grew increasingly uncomfortable with the fact that I wasn’t falling for her. I thought it was just a matter of time but as time passed I started feeling like I was being dishonest. As always in this relationship I talked to Girl 2 about it and she decided she prefers to end it now instead of being hurt even more later.
I’m wondering if it’s immature of me to expect to fall in love. Crushes last only so much. After that you get to see the person you’re with for what he/she really is and not like that image you built yourself in the head. So that’s a big advantage of slowly-evolving relationships.
I learned already that many breakups are not as final as they initially seem. So I consider this the end of Girl 2 Episode 1 (G2E1?) Maybe in the future things will work out for us. Maybe when I grow up.
Can you get G02E01 in emule? I hope its Rated R at least :)
I’m sorry… none of it was taped :)