I’ve never been big on writing about my relationships in the blog, but I’ll take a shot at it now by talking about the last (and extremely short) experience I had with a girl.
We’ve known each other for almost a year. I’ve always liked her but never thought she’d be interested in me. It’s a “different league” kind of feeling. With her being on the higher league, that is. But two days before the trip we went out for the first time and I told her about my feelings for her. I felt I could do that because of the trip and everything. And to my surprise it turned out that she had feelings for me as well.
I couldn’t believe it. In fact, I find it hard to believe right now, too.
And so I went on the trip. I thought about her quite a lot during and hoped we could restart things when I’m back. Unfortunately, things have changed for her and she was no longer interested. So it was pretty much over before it started. If you’ve noticed I’m not in the mood over the past few days, this is why.
Now I’m back to my “not looking” attitude – I’m not actively looking for a girlfriend. It’s recovery time.